I always wonder why time flies really quick. It was like an irony. How I wanted time to travel faster at some point in this year and now, I'm not ready to face 2012 -another new year- at all, yet. I always thought that I haven't done much, I haven't do this, I haven't do that, I haven't visit that place yet, I haven't achieve what I supposed to do. But then, that's why we have a new year. A new spirit, to recharge everything. So, in 2012, do all the things you wanted to do, all the things you supposed to do, visit all the places you always dreamed of, love somebody with all of your heart, make peace with God, make more and more friends, and so on.
As for me, I guess this year was... pretty much normal. I had few little twists but they were not that important. Just... some normal stuffs happened in our daily life. I made some resolutions on January 2011, let's do some quick recap!
I got a new job and... I don't know how to say it. I started to love the job and I hope you -my job- will love me back so we can love each other :DD I got stressed over the first few months but it's all better now.
I saved money, I went for a holiday meeting some old friends few weeks back using my own money. I watched Super Show 3 concert with my own money as well. I met the boys finally ;)
I read few books to get more inspiration for the current story I've been writing for the past year. I'm trying to finish the book by next year.
But too bad, I didn't shed some pounds, in fact I gain weight T.T my friends said it was because I love my job too much LOL. Few days ago me and one of my colleague saw my old pictures back when I was still new in the company and my colleague said that I looked skinnier back then but I looked kind of nerdy and out of place as well. HAHAHAHAH.
I'm still very much attached to the fandom world but it was far lessen compared to last year. Work was consuming me, so I catch up with my fandom life only on weekend and... weekdays sometimes. Tee hee.
I haven't found the other half, the perfect partner in crime I wanted to spend the days with. I'm just... not ready, probably. Lots of friends, mother/father's friends, relatives, grandmas, and blahblahblah had asked me more than once about a "special friend" but I really don't feel like to think about that kind of stuff. I had my own little mind and perspective regarding these kind of stuff which might sounded abnormal to others :D
My relationship with God. I always feel that it got worse but I DO pray every single night. Because I mean... to whom I always wanted to put 100% trust to?
So, enough rambling. This is my resolution for 2012. For Me. For You. For Everyone.
1. better relationship with God and every human being in this world, making more and more friends
2. career advancement
3. move out from Pekanbaru
4. diet diet diet
5. finish the longfic, publish it as a book/novel
6. be more mature... a little bit :D less selfish, maintaining my anger management/mood swings
7. make my parents HAPPY
8. SUPER FUN HOLIDAY! (clue: Singapore/beach/sea)
9. k-pop concert (clue: meet him again/one of my boys)
10. just trying my luck, getting married.
The last resolution, I just wanted to try my luck all along. I always had this little dream to get married at the age of 23.
Keep your fingers crossed and mine too ;D
Happy New Year. Have an awesome 2012. I wished all your resolutions and dream would come true!
DALE!
